If there is one thing I have learned from this past month and a half, it is to trust God. It is to trust his will for my life and to believe absolutely that all things are being worked for my good. After all the heartache, questions, crying out, and going under, from the death of my love to the unexpected opportunity of letting it flourish again, the one constant has been God’s strength. My one consistent focus has been on wisdom, whatever form it should take and whatever it should do with me. Wherever it may lead me, wisdom will carry me through to a safe harbor where I am wanted and loved unequivocally, where I am free finally to let out all my heart’s stores and have them take root.
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Whatever happens with this latest development, when B____ unexpectedly texted last Saturday night, I will be cared for. My feet will find the right path and God will take care of me. Whoever the One is, God will lead me to him and into his ready heart. I will have what I dream and God’s own wisdom will guide me to it.
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What unexpected peace I feel at a point where I have no idea which path will rise up to meet me. God does answer my prayers.
